My Day:

Today was a pretty mood swingy day i guess..... at first when i woke up, i was pretty bummed out from the rain, then i went even worse when i found out i was going to be stuck home VERY bored.... and then around 3? i got a call from tinseltown cinemark~ and i got the job there!! the weird thing is that myorientation is on Sept.20 -- one month from now... weird heh?then after, i started doing weird stuff....from lying on bed listening to emo music, to just watching drama on crunchyroll~ it was all fine then i guess, but at 6.... all of a sudden, my parents are like "you're coming with us to he dinner" and im like O.o wtf? when was i involved in this dinner? so i got dragged involuntarily all the way to Cambie + 12th, and had this okay dinner for like... 4 hrs ==" .... and now im home! gonna prolly play around internet a bit, chat on msn, then sleep, and hope that tmr there will be something for me to do...~ ^.^ God Bless!

Inside:

today felt weird, because i kinda figured that it would be a crappy day... and it got worse when i started finding more and more bout whts wrong with myself lately.... apparently... im being stupid again -.- i cant say why, but ya... for guys, its either money or girls, guess which one~ but ya....why is it that the ppl i care about, always end up being with someone, and it makes me feel that im not needed, that by being helpful and caring, it ends up biting me in the ass and making it seem like im being "forceful", and that im being the bad guy here? i just want these few weeks of summer to end, cuz right now.... i feel like shit.... i try to be productive everyday... butwhen you have too much timeo n your hands and nothing to do in the summertime? ya, it makes me feel useless... and i hate hat feeling, because thats the feeling that gave me memories that i shouldnt be remembering...... NEWAYS! ya, feeling like crap etc etc, and hope school starts soon~ cuz school is what i use to keep from being bored! kakaka